Ashley's Dairy...♥

Ying Zhi Is Back

Written at Monday, February 22, 2010 | back to top

21-02-2010
Hung Ying Zhi is finally contact with us again!! I am really happy to see her once again and after all the things we San Duo Lan Hua have been through, it is really a time to lets us learn and understand more about each others. So we go out shopping and went to the best place we had found in Clarke Quay which is a shop selling lots of different kinds of boards game!! The boss was really very good, he lets us play free at there and also teach us how to play those games!! We really enjoyed ourselves down there plus it is free!! Hahax but Carol have bought 2 boardgames from them!! We are all grow up and another couple of years we will be 21 years old, I am really very curious of what we will be in the next couple of years!! We have different dreams and also coming from different background but yet our bonding is stronger than siblings!! It is really amazing to know you girls and through all these years I have also learn a lots from you girls!! Thank for being my friends, my sisters and also part of my family!! I do hope our sisterhood will last as long as possible and even when we are old, we will stay in contact plus we will still love each other as how we were now!! Loves!! :)

Ashley♥

Times Are Bad But God is Good!!

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Actually a bit scared about my current job as I have never try this line before and a lot of my friends told me it is not very good!! I really keep thinking and thinking should I take it or just go on for another job!! After going to prayer meeting today, I know God is telling me whatever I go, He will support me and give me His strength!! He know what I want and which should I go to!! I know my own dream and vision He had for me but for the meanwhile I should do other stuff in order to achieve what I really want!! I know He is here to support me and His word will never forsake me so I trust and believed in His words!! I know that starting of the job is tough cause you will have to build up your own network but with the help of God, I couldn't see why I can't make it!! Nevertheless we are all child of God so if you ask our heavenly Father will provide!! From young till now, every situations that I have been through, God have bless me again and again with countless blessing and forgive me from my sins again and again for countless time!! I have broken His heart everytime but He will never forsake me cause Father Lord is mercy and He loves us with His unfailing love!! He provide us unconditional grace and shelter us from darkness!! Maybe now our life is going through hard time and we keep complaining about it, why not we put it in a way that actually it is a time that God is testing our faith and wanting us to grow into a whole new level!! Today after going to the prayer meeting, I have also learn that it is your choice to continue the path or not to continue when after a bad fall but you know you still can run the path!! Only ourselves can chose our own path and others can't play any part in your own life!! Everytime we know God created each and everyone in a different way but we forget the part that He also created each and everyone with a different dream, different vision, different trail and also different race path!! So lets us not focused on others people path but your path cause you have your own stuff and dream that God want you to fulfill!! So independent when is required!! Indeed you need partner to support you in the christian path but you need to run on your own dream that God has for you cause your partner not going to run for you cause he has his own!! Lets work hard for our purpose that God had for us cause even the heaven and the earth fall, His words will stay through eternity.. :)

Ashley♥

Deep Thinking

Written at Saturday, February 20, 2010 | back to top

Discovered that I will rely on someone for all things!! I realised that I should learn to be independent in all things and work hard to my own goal to success!! Everytime I care too much about the people around until I never realise that I am walking toward their goal too!! God have different purpose for different people, we should help them to achieve their goal but not walk toward their goal!! If we walk toward other people's goal and never complete our own purpose, we will never be fruitful!! We should help them and God will also help us but never forsake our own purpose!! It is tough in this path and hard to prevent temptation from this corrupted world but what we can do is really put our faith to the test and step out every step with the step of faith by believing that if God is with us who can against us!! Don't keep the glory to yourself cause every success is the work from God, so give all the glory to God and for God!!

Ashley♥

From Facebook Application

Written at Friday, February 19, 2010 | back to top

From Facebook Application

Dear Ashley Neo Mei Ying, below are your Personality Tests result:Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth
People like you because you are so straightforward
You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
You are a true romantic
When you are in love
You will do anything
Everything to keep your true love

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
So you will find yourself with plenty of dates

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life
You want to study hard
Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:
You're a practical person
Knowing what you like to do is important
Find a regular job doing just that
You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure
Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Independence is important to you

The Job and Studies part a bit inaccurate but overall really very true!! xP

Ashley♥

Early In The Morning

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Woo wake up by Carol, feeling very tired and sleepy accompany her with Jun Wei, we go eat breakfast!! I have not much appetites to eat when I had just wake up so I share with Carol, Jun Wei ate fishball noodles which I hate the most cause it is yellow noodles!! Hahax but never mind cause I haven't fully wake up so it only disgust me awhile!! After eating, I take bus and went home to prepare cause later going out with Carol!! Haix reach home had spoil mood stuff happen but after talk to Carol in msn feeling much more better!! Ashley, you must jiayou and be strong!! Don't let anything limited your life cause you don't owe to anyone but God!! Gambatte Ashley!! xP OKies I go prepare myself to go out now or I will late again!! Bye!!

Ashley♥

Steamboat CG Meeting

Written at Wednesday, February 17, 2010 | back to top

Woo today eat a lots of stuff and also we watch "Evan Almighty" at the house!! I invited Carol and Sin Har to the steamboat and hope they had enjoyed themselves there!! Today is really a good day, the job I had interview called me and asked me to go down for training tomorrow but the sad thing is need to wear formal!! I don't like to wear formal cause is uncomfortable but no choice, we need to kiss the frog till we find our prince!! Hahax!! When I reached home, I feel very sick man!! I feel like vomiting but can't cause it stuck at the throat there and make me feel more sick!! For tomorrow Job training will be a sucess and may God guide me all the time!! Okies I think it is all for today and I hope everyday will be the best in my life because I have my first love with me everyday!! Thank God and may God bless everyone!! xp

Ashley♥

Basketball Time

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Woo Jun Wei meet Carol and me for dinner but before we go eat our dinner they accompany me to salon because I wanted to highlight my hair!! Hahax hmm I think the highlight is not very good but overall soso!! After that we went to the coffee shop at block 644 to buy our dinner and went to void deck to eat!! Then after we finish our food we went to Jun Wei's house and see his hamster!! It is same with Ah Zhi's Robo so cute loh but run very fast hahax super active!! Then guess what..I suggest to play basketball so we go play basketball and also invite Shirlene to come along too!! I really had a lot of fun cause it been a long time that I never play basketball!! When playing, it reminds me a lot of memory!! Time really passed fast, as all of us already known which others for years and we had been through so many quarrels and heartbreak due to misunderstanding!! Through all this quarrel some of us had learn from their mistake and changed but some remains!! So what is the real definition of true friendship?? Is it to accept or to correct?? Sometime really make me very confused and angry!! Is it true that the more you want to protect that person the more you will hurt them?? it really difficult to make decision as there isn't much choice for you to chose!! God glad that you are always there for me to help me decide which is good or bad!! Please guide me into the right path!! ^^

Ashley♥

Stayover Time

Written at Tuesday, February 16, 2010 | back to top

Woo yesterday night stayover at Caroline's house, Jillian and Shirlene also come over her house to chitchat for awhile!! We really enjoy ourselves cause through out we keep laughing and laughing non stop about some "things" (girls talk so not suppose to tell) hahax!! So long never talk with Jillian like this already cause she keep working and working, recently also happen a lot of stuff!! Now only left Ying Zhi and Sharon...Today we(Carol, Shirlene and me) going to our new hangout place to play!! Hahax before that I going to Salon to either do a new haircut or highlight my hair!! On 21th Feb, we are going to watch "Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief"..cool right!! After watching the trailer, I will wanted to watch this movie!! Now comfirm babes have Carol, Shirlene, Jillian and of course me!! I will ask Sharon and Ying Zhi later on!! Hope won't crush with their studies but anyway it fall on Sunday so I guess this won't have any excuse to reject and please give me excuse like family day!! I will kill you, hehex just kidding I not so violene!! xP Stupid Carol finally wake up already, big pig!! Hahax!!

The poster so cool (ahh)!! I am looking forward to 21th!! Maybe after movie we go eat dinner or what!! HAHAX happie!!

Ashley♥

Last Day In Macdonald

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Today is the last day working in Mac, overall it wasn't too bad but really very tiring!! Hahax 2 more day is CG day, we going to eat steamboat at Bryan's house then 3 more day Jolene will be coming back from her holiday at Bangkok with her family!! This year seems to passing fast, so it is really important to cherish everyday and make everyday fruitful enough!! It is okies to make mistake in life, the only problem is whether you have learn in your mistake and prevent it from happening again..After working in Mac, I know some friendly dudes nevertheless there some idiots too!! Actually working in Mac is quite good as you can know variety of people but when there is an advantage, there is also have a disadvantage which is the RM suck..hahax!! Mac is place that I learn a lots and also hate a lot!! Hahax I can confirm I won't go back to Hougang 8 Mac work again unless the RM change!! Now finding a new job..hopes today will have some luck and in the meanwhile I can rest and give myself holidays from those months of work!! Hahax relax time!! I write till here and don't doubt..cause every life is boring unless you make it interesting yourself!!

Remember the narrow way the lead to life and broad way to lead to destruction..walk the narrow way and save your salvation!! :)

Ashley♥

Happy Chinese New Year

Written at Sunday, February 14, 2010 | back to top

Happy Chinese New Year to all dudes and babe!! Hahax it is a best period to earn lots of money from the red packet that adults blessed to the young but I am working at Hougang 8, Macdonald from the eve till 3th of new year!! It is a little sad cause don't know my relative will or will not pass the red packet to my sister, on the other hand I can earn extra because of my pay rate per hour is 8 bucks (ex-crew pay rate for chinese new year).. Anyway in this year of 2010, I believe is a breakthrough for everyone and also a new start in everything!! No matter what happen in last Jan, good or bad, it is the stages in my life and through this stages contain lessons for me to learn and grow into a better person!! Iron sharpen iron, so everyone in my life is a process for me to learn!! We need to humble ourselves and learn from others!! Talent can help us to our career for certain level but is character that lead us to the top. So it is a good choice to balance our EQ and IQ in order to reach the highest of our life!! Gambatte everyone!! Don't ever give us cause you haven't see your future yet!! Work hard and you will be rewarded!! Love ya..xP

Ashley♥

Updated..

Written at Wednesday, February 10, 2010 | back to top

Woo it had been a long time since I write my blog!! A big apologize to my reader..as last few weeks is such a busy weeks for me and also I have banned myself from using com in order to recharge myself for month of tiredness!! Okies firstly I have already quit Miniature Hobby on 07 Feb 2010!! Hehex finally I had quit this job and to let myself have a break!! So I now currently finding a new and better job, any intro? Secondly, Hung Ying Zhi had started her new life in her new school!! Congratulation to her but it is also the last time we going to be with her as she had said she will met ask when her O level is over so we can't contact her!! It is a bit sad for all of us cause we really miss her lots but no choice she had decided her life and all we can do are support her with all our heart and mind!! HUNG YING ZHI don't give up San Duo Lan Hua will alway support you..you must jiayou okies!!

So now I am looking forward to CNY because...I want to wear my new clothes hehex!! Haix I also hate CNY..all my relative will come to my ah ma's house and she will start her nagging thingy again!! Super annoying!! Hmm I also have bought a couple of new clothes so really want to wear it asap!! Hahax nothing to post for now cause need to post on San Duo Lan Hua's blog which already dead a long time ago, hahax bye and stay tune for more!! xP

Anyway I am so addicted to Facebook!! Hahax so fun to play!!

Ashley♥