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Ashley Neo,梁嵄瑛
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Created in 03 December 1992 Baptized in 28 November 2009
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Written at Thursday, January 28, 2010 | back to top
Today work as usual, super boring!! Haix hope to leave this work as soon as possible!! Hehex really looking forward to Zhi's birthday celebration!! I can't wait to see her expression when she see her cake, I bet it will be very very funny!! Hahax :) Hmm tomorrow working with Carol again and also is her last day of work!! I'm so jealous of her sia!! I also want to leave!! Carol take me and run bah *laugh*!! Okies I will do my very best till the day I left!! God please give me strength!! Need to go off already!! Bye and nights!! :)
Ashley♥
27-01-2010, Wednesday
Written at Wednesday, January 27, 2010 | back to top
Today I meet Carol at Compass Point but I'm late again!! Hehex and got one guy want her number while she was waiting for me in front of Mr Bean *blink blink*!! Then after order finish Ah Zhi's birthday cake, we shop around Compass Point for awhile before we went to Plaza Singapore for my interview!!
Woo I went to Manhattan Fish Market for an interview which Jolene had introduce to me!! I'm super nervous!! Please wish me good luck for the job!! Ya and we also ate our lunch at there!! We order Los-Xi-Fa-Cai *Lobster Patter* which was Jolene recommended to us!! It is super nice and the price is reasonable, so if you somehow have pass by Manhattan remember to try this dish!! *Thumb Up*
Hahax taking photo at Plaza Singapore's toilet!!
After that went to bugis to meet Yao, Ke and Zhi but before Ke & Zhi come, Yao, Carol & me go to bugis and shop first!! I bought a wallet and a 3/4 black pant from New Future!! Then Ke came with Shumin and we continue our shopping at 2nd floor!! Shumin wanted to try the wig when we passed by a wig shop!! She tried 2 different kinds of wig *1 short hair length & 1 long hair length* but I prefer the short hair length, it more suit her!! Hehex after that we continue our shop...and finally Carol is the one who got the most good things!! She bought 1 *tube* dress for 30 bucks and 1 necklace for 15 bucks!! At first Zhi, Yao & Me wanted to watch the 7 mins horror movie at Iluma but in the end the movie no longer showing!! It was a bit disappointed for us but happy for Carol cause she don't likes horror movie!! So we played at the arcade for awhile!! We played the car racing by pairs *Carol with me, Zhi with Yao*!! It was super fun man cause not only the thrilled you felt during the race but the whole car will move about as you are driving in really life!! After having so much fun in the arcade, we went to Macdonald to eat our dinner over there!! Hehex we chitchat and laughing while we were eating!! Ke went to other place to eat with Shumin as they don't like fast food and Ke go home after that cause it a bit too late for her and tomorrow she still have lesson in the morning!! Gambatte Ke!! After eating, we went to the arcade at Bugis Junction and play Zhi and my favourite, DDR *Dance Dance Revelation*!! Hehex then we went to slack at the hotel nearby and then National Library!! Woo remind me that it had been a long time that I never go to the library, super sad man I wanted to borrow books to read!! Okies so that all for the activities that I had done for today!! xP Hope with update my blog more frequently!! Bye and stay tune!!
Direct copy from Facebook application:
On this day of your life, Ashley Neo, we believe God wants you to know ... that change is the very nature of life, - welcome it.
No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower. Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.
Thank God for everything and always there for me!! I just gotta stay strong and continue to have faith in Him!! Gambatte Ashley!! :)
I'm late for work again!! Hehex super tired after working and working non stop!! I really hope that I am out of this company as soon as possible!! I am tired of it!! Today work half day till 7pm because 8pm, I have 365 prayer meeting at Clake Quay, Riverwalk!! It is a good prayer meeting and after that we went to make a video for somebody *shh can't tell yet!!* and went to Kovan to eat bean curd!! We takeaway the bean curd and went to Van's house, void deck to eat and chitchat!! xP
It is a super fruitful day and really enjoy myself during that fellowship!! Hehex!!
Ashley♥
Photo Updated :)
Written at Tuesday, January 26, 2010 | back to top
Yvonne snap shot Carol & me!!
Me..
Sharon & Me after fellowship with CG!!
Hehex a picture represents million of words and meanings, it is good to capture good moment and keep it in memory!! xP
Woo it is a long time since the last time I updated!! A lot of things happened these past few weeks!! Time really passed very fast man!! Hehex!! Miniature Hobby Vivo hired a few new staff (Yvonne & Leilani) and after a couple of days (or maybe just in one day) we’ve already become friends!! Hehex, they’re a bunch of cheerful and funny 16 year old girls!! It’s a great joy working with them!! xP
YA and San Duo Lan Hua is back!! WOO!! Hahax we reconciled with Ying Zhi and so far everything is okies!! It is quite a good start for 2010!! This 31th is Ying Zhi's birthday so we are going to give her a great surprise!! Wish us good luck!!
Ya, I have 2 more weeks left in working at Miniature Hobby at Vivo shopping mall. After that maybe I’ll take a break or get a new job!! Woo time passed by really fast; Jan is going to end soon!! I’m currently playing "Innocent Life: A Futuristic Harvest Moon" on my PSP!! Hehex, hope it will be fun further into the game cause the front part is a little boring!! xP
I’ll write till here then, I’m going to a prayer meeting tomorrow and I’ll need to pray hard to discern for the arise and build amount God wants me to give!! Hope everyone is enjoying their life and be happy!Nights!
Add in my goals for 2010 at "Her Stuff", I want to be balance in every area of my life regardless is church, work or friends!! Placed them accordingly and manage my time well in order to fulfill them!! Ashley try your very best cause you can do it!! Gambatte Ashley-chan!! Goals is set and path is there, all require is you and are you willing and ready for it?? Yes I am!! xP
Woo! My dad gave me 50 bucks ($50 also can) because he received his bonus!! I thought he wouldn't give me any money since he said that I was old enough to support myself and that I was earning my own income! Surprisingly still, he gave it to me! Although it’s not much, it’s still his way of showing his love! Thank God for the blessing and the love I have for my dad!! xP Will be watching ‘Avatar’ again tomorrow!! I’ve seen it at GV but the 3D effects wasn’t so good as such I’ll be watching it again at Cathay this time! WOO! Super excited!! Although it’s my second time watching it, it really worth it!! I really love this movie!! This is my message from God (FB application): ... that you have so many gifts! - use them. God has given you so many gifts to sow love and to give hope, to shine light and to spread joy. Abundant gifts. Use them. Give to yourself and give to others. There is an endless spring where they come from. Wonderful man!! Yes I will bless others with all these gifts that God had given me!! xP Lets His glory be my glory!! Praise His name to the highest!! xP
It is true that some time our dreams are really not practical at all but I believe I can achieve mine!! Maybe it is somehow abit insane but I know and believe that this dream that God had bless me is for me and nothing can destroy!! I don't know whether I could handle anot but as long as God, He believe in me and bless me this dream then confirm is something I can do!! God won't give you thing beyond your limit!! So whatever situation you are going through, you can make it through!! There is time that I wonder whether it is worthy to give up my other things and do it for God but I could explain how things had happen which make me love Him and trust Him more and more everyday!! Amen ya!! Got people ask me that how do you know whether Jesus is real or not?? Hmm it is hard to explain, just that He had done many miracle in my life and you can really feel that comfort and peace in your heart after every problem you have handle to His hand!! Coincidence?? or just some emotion release?? Nope I don't think so!! hahax where got so many coincidence, unless I am lucky but if like that my family already rich le!! Everytime 4D and TOTO winner is my family le!! hahax!! Not emotion release too, we are still human so can't really release 100%, we will still think here think there!!
Conclusion Jesus Christ, my Lord had bless me again and again!! His unconditional love is the most pure and genuine, nothing can be compare!! We will feel bore if we continue to do the same things again and again but I will never feel bore of searching the heart of my Lord and remind myself His goodness again and again!! The force and motivation that keep me continue my life is my Lord so I really need Him and no matter what I won't and will never let off His hand!! Thank God for what I have and what I am!!
Yox everyone have done well enough so don't get too sad for the result thingy!! It already over okies!! Cheer up and start think your next target!! Whether is JC, Poly or ITE, it doesn't matter just don't give up!! hehex fail then do again loh!! I know it not easy but sad the problem still there must well happy and just laugh off about it!! Most is important; what next?? hehex if you have a dream just go for it as life only have one and it cannot rewind so must think carefully!! Your dream or earn big money hahax!! This is up to your choice so I can't say anything!! What I can said if you decided, don't give up or regret!! All the best to your future and do everything just face it with a positive and light heart!! Don't take things too hard or else you will burn out!! This is meiying's advise hehex!! It is true and effective!! Why?? Cause I face it before!! hahax bye and God bless!!
Silly girl..haix really don't know how to say you!! hahax!! My dear you does not disappointed anyone and you don't even need to apologize okies!! If you must said you had disappointed someone, you had only disappointed yourself I suppose!! So you only need to apologize to your ownself!! hehex the best way to let yourself forgive you is to... play!! hahax plus study hard and really aim for the best lah!! ^^ When I saw your post, my reaction is "What the!! What this silly aka blurr aka sotong is talking about!!" Ya we were all worry about you but no matter the outcome is it does not really matter!! You are still the same old Sharon (which is innocent aka blurr aka stm aka sotong aka crazy *LAUGH), am I right?? Just remember we will always be there for you no matter what happen okies!! You are not alone and you don't need to be alone!! We need each other to support wasn't it so don't too worry to rely on us!! Sometime you might need someone, I am there for you (but when I sleep, I don't guarantee that I won't show attitude lah *laugh)!! Kehui hehex you are really stronger than I thought so ya, you are always my best friend and my best sister!! *blush xP
Today work whole day but don't feel tired only sleepy!! hahax all my friends take Os level result, don't really know how to confront them but really wish them to be happy (later will post one post specially for them!!) hmm I don't really know whether I can give up my studies for my dream is worth or not but I really know what I am doing!! hahax maybe it is abit silly buto I really want to go for it!! I believe with God all thing is possible, I don't how but I know that is a way and the way require God to guide me step by step!! It is tough, I know very well myself but no matter how tough I won't give up!! There is no word of giving up in my life cause if really want to give up, I long time ago already give up!! No matter how many times I fall or how pain the hurts, I will endure through and continue my path!! I admit that I do not have much talent but I have the strong passion and a strong will to pursue what I want!! hahax!!
Jolene come find me after I end work!! I super hungry man, whole day never eat cause I don't want to eat alone so I was thinking if Jolene not coming then I today don't want to eat le!! hahax how stubborn is me *laugh!! Then accompany Jolene to Challenge to buy her earphone which cost $79.90 but super cool de!! Wish to have one too!! hahax okies I will work for it!! xP Then I have a craving for twister fries so we went to Macdonald to have my err breakfast aka lunch aka dinner aka supper hahax!! 4 in 1!! Jolene show me the year book!! What the I keep laughing and laughing non-stop cause some of the photo is damn funny de!! hehex!! Miss Bowen sia!! Hmm maybe going back with Jolene someday this year!! Around 10.40 something we decided to start our journey back to our home hehex!! In the train, me and Jol felt super giddy man, don't know why but really giddy!! The train is steady in the track but we have the car sick feeling!! Jol said maybe we eat too full before we get to the train that why we will felt giddy!! So I see, here the advise don't eat too full before u get to ANY transport or thing that move!! hahax!!
I went home and tag at my stupid laopo de tagboard (will talk on the other post) hehex look like I have alot to talk tonight!! Oh no I realise I become more naggy!! Will I?? No right?? hahax!! okies will I login to the God's message application in facebook, I am overjoyed of the message, damn happy de hahax!! This is what it said "... that God sees you as you truly are, - a holy child of light: I see you strong and whole. I see you blessed and prospered. I see you courageous and confident. I see you capable and successful. I see you free from all limitations or bondage of any kind. I see you as the spiritually perfect being you truly are."!! Awesome man!! Super cool de!! I share this with Jol and she also agree with me!! I really comment that this application really helps!! I remember that a few occasion the message really encouraged me and really let me pull through the situation!! hahax I even subscribed on it when the very first time I load in to that it!! xP So everyday I login facebook will go see my message from God!! hehex but really wondering how they did that!! Super powerful man!! xP
Yox Michael Lee, happy birthday!! Hope you will grow more in the Lord and may God grace come upon your grace!! Know you for 3 years le bah!! hahax starting you are so quiet now become so naggy!! hahax okies hope to know you more my brother in Christ!! love ya and see ya on sat!! hahax xP remember to tag me!! must tag horx!! bbye!!seriously must tag ar!!
Good luck for your result!! All my friends that taking their result, don't worry as you have done your best so I am proud of you all!! hahax okies serious now!! *cough Whatever path you are going, remember to chose it right and never regret cause life is like a non-stop movie, you can't pause or edit!! So chose it your way aka right way!! Whatever you all chose meiying will always support you (good de not bad de) so be happy for your result!! No matter good or bad you all are the best hehex!! bye and loves!! xP I too shy to say more!! *blush
Ashley♥
No Boundaries By Adam Lambert
Written at Thursday, January 7, 2010 | back to top
This is a very nice song, No Boundaries sang by Adam Lambert!! I feel encourage after hearing this song!! Hope it encourage you too!! Enjoy!!
Seconds hours so many days You know what you want but how long can you wait Every moment last forever when you feel you've lost your way What if my chances are already gone Started believing that I could be wrong But you give me one good reason To fight and never walk away So here I am still holding on! Every step you climb another mountain Every breathe is harder to believe You'll make it through the pain Weather the hurricanes To get to that one thing So when you think the road is going nowhere Just when you almost gave up on your dreams They take it by the hand and show you that you can There're no boundaries There're no boundaries I fought until the limit to stand on the edge What if today is as good as it gets I don't know where the future's heading Nothing's gonna bring me down I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line I've risked being saved but I always arise I always ariseSo here I am still holding on!! Every step you climb another mountain Every step you climb another mountain
Ashley♥
A Meaningful Video
Written at Wednesday, January 6, 2010 | back to top
This is a very meaningful video!! Two are better than one because they have each other to support!! One wood stick can be broken into half easily but if it is in a bunch of them, you need more strength to break them and it is not easy!! Lets support each other and never let your neighbour fall!! Watch and enjoy!! It needs to load awhile, please wait cause it worthy!! Thank you!!
In 28 Nov 2009, I am water baptize and now Ashley Neo Mei Ying is working with a fixed income without my parents providing pocket money(6 months already xP), relationship is good with my parents and siblings!! Everything is enough for me and I am happy with what I have!! Believing that 2010 is a year to live it for Christ so now working on my resolution and ready for every obstacles!! I believe that when I go through all this hardship is really a process of growing up, strengthen myself and be prepare for God's way!! Only when you in the dark that need the light so when we in our darkness moment we still in our positive and have faith in God, the light we give is the most beautiful light we have!! My 'N' level exam, that year my percentages for my attendance is 26% and guess what I have for my result?? Prelim: 12points and Actual: 10points!! Can't believe right tell you what when I get my result I also cannot believe is like insane man!! What in the earth can I pass my exam without studying?? I am totally shocked but I know it is bless by God!! hahax I also discovered that actually when I am small there is few event that Jesus want to intro Himself to me!!
Encounter 1 When I am in primary 5, I experienced 2 encounter!! The first encounter, one girl transfer to my class on around med-year of that year she is a christian and often share with us about God but she likes to steal things or borrowed things and never returned!! That time 0 knowledge of God, I insulted her and said that your God will not forgive you of your sins!! But surprisingly, she reply me and said "no matter what I do, my God will forgive me!!" Which stun me on that very day!! I just couldn't understand why this girl can be so confidence that her God will forgives her!! hahax..
Encounter 2 This happen on the year when I am primary 5 too!! My grandma is sick so I take leave from school to stay at home and accompany her!! Which affect on my studies so my form teacher want to talk to me!! She told me that I can pray to this living God to help me and this living God is everywhere and He will help you if you asked Him!! When I older I find out that my teacher is a christian so the God she talking about is the Lord, Jesus Christ!! xP
Encounter 3 When I am primary 6, my friend invited me to CHC because her brother invited her!! I wanted to go cause it sound interesting when my friend described how fun is that place but my grandma and mother don't approved cause they were super superstitious about religion thing!!
Encounter 4 In 2006, which I am secondary 2, after my grandma died!! My friend was invited through her online friend to CHC for Christmas service!! I remembered it is a candle light service and I received Jesus Christ into my life(with noob Sharon) but without knowing what was happening!! Blurr blurr finished almost the whole "Getting Started", buy bible and received the gift of speaking in tongue!! hahax after a few months I backslide and go back to my life!!
This is all my encounter with God before the 5th encounter which let me finally know the true meaning of this christian walk!! Even how I rejected Him and broke His heart again and again, He still forgive me and love me with His love!! Thank God for overflow my life with His grace and love!! Forgive me again and again!! Accept all my weak and bad points!! Everything He had prepare for me is so great and wonderful!! Thank Him for everything and indeed He deserve all my praise and my life is owe to Him!! Love Him and wanted to live for Him and do His will and great dream for me!! I cannot predict future but if He call me to do whether is risk of life or will loss everything, for Him I will go and do for it!! I am happy to be the daughter of God!!
I realise that in this world the only person that truly understand and love me with unconditional love is Jesus Christ, my Lord!! He forgive all my sins and give me the love that I don't deserved!! Maybe some of the people will think me as a fool or what but it doesn't matter cause for me, my life is save by Him!! Without Him there is no longer me!! Maybe I am in a girl home or already dead (laugh) !! Seriously, no joke!! I used to be a so called ah lian before I come to Christ!! (Don't shock) I am a shoplifter, smoker, drinker, I have no respect for my parent, I go out late at night and come home in the morning!! I never go school to study and also don't care about them!! Do alot of silly and stupid things!! My parents don't care!! As I live in a broken family, my father don't lived with us!! When I am young, I lived with my grandma(my mother's mum), my mother and my sisters!! From young my mother had educate me with all the respect for elder and must be polite!! She also teaches me thing about buddhism and taoism!! From young, there is no peace in my family cause my mother suffered depression and often beat me and my sisters without reason!! Everytime my grandma will shield us and stop my mother from hiting us!! Sometime my mother will quarrel with my grandma and the next moment is we getting all the beat up again!! She everytime will threaten me and my sister that she will throw us to our father!! But there is time she will buy thngs for us and treat us nice but when she angry she will throw all the things away!! Me and my sisters really hate my mother alot at that time!! I remembered got one time I only want to watch finish the tv programme and it is only 20mins will be end before my lunch!! My mother don't allowed and kept telling me to go eat but I also don't want so in the end she just pull me outside and locked me outside the house!! Even how I screamed or cried or begged she just don't let me in!! It only my grandma kept persuading her then she finally let me in!! So at that time I really love my grandma alot alot!! But in the year 2005, my grandma she had admitted to the hospital because of stroke and month later, in 2006, the doctor discovered that the cancer cell (last time she used to have cancer but had already recovered) start to become active and had already spread through her body!! When I know the news, it is really too hard for me to accept and when the doctor said she only have 3 month left!! How can I accept the fact when I know someone that I love that love me is going to die soon and yet I can't do anything to help her!! Seeing her suffer through all the sickness it my greatest heartache I have!! I really wish to help her bear all her pain but I couldn't!! What can I do?? At there see her dying, that all!! At that moment, I really feel like dying too!! I just feel that everything is useless!! In my life, the only person that cares and loves for me is going to die and yet I can't do anything for her!! I started to cut myself, deeper and deeper when everytime I cut!! My world is full with darkness and is so empty!! I hate everything in this world!! I kept asking why want to take away my grandma, she is good person and did nothing wrong!! When I remembered how she wish to watch me and my sister to grow up and get marry, how her smile on her face when she said this, my heart was total broken!! When she died, I guess my world had also ended in its way!! I had tried to eat medicine several times but failed!! So I just left my life there to rot which where all my silly things came in!! Then in 2008,Shirlene's brother invited Shirlene to his cg(N20) in CHC and Shirlene called me, Sharon and Ying Zhi to go with her!! I remembered is mother's day celebration and it also a day when my life had start a new paragraph!! Everything seem to be so smooth in the starting cause before that I had stay in church (which is also CHC) for few month and almost complete BS; getting start and had already received the gift of speaking in tongue (speaking in an unknown languages, is a our communication with God)!! We love the cg and all the thing but the problem is we did not grow in our spiritual walk!! Slowly when problem came in we start to become shaky and which is then Joe came and told us she decided to transfer us to another cg!! We really felt very sad and angry but after awhile we(me, Sharon & Shirlene) prayed to God that if this is what He want to put us in we will follow His will!! So in 2009, we went to a new cg(W312) and for me, I moved to my father's house together with my sisters because my mother sold out the house!! With the mixed emotion of sadness and don't really bear to leave the house where my grandma had spent with me, I moved to my father's house!! Starting of 2009 is already a start of unhappy things, so what is it about the whole year?? hahax full of trail and obstacles!! Friend, family, financial, dream, study, love, emotion and all sort of things put to the test!! Broken relationships, failure, shame, lack of love, insecure, low self-confidence and lot more others things!!
Q: How I go through?? A: hahax hold on to Him and rely on Him!! Even when the time I can't feel God, I just encourage myself with the words of God etc: If God is with you, what man can do to you.. ..
Q: Easy?? A: Nope there are alot of time I cried till sleep..alot of sleepless night because there are too much of problem!!
Q: What make you believe in Him?? A: Everything cause He is the truth, the way and the life!!
Q: Do you think of giving up?? A: Several times but when I think back the time where my life without God, hehex I reconsidered. :)
Q: Why Jesus not other god?? A: Cause I only believe in Him and He is all I need!!
This is my dedication to my beloved sister in 2010!! Gals don't cry after reading (laugh)!!
To Sharon Huang Kehui Yox Ah Ke, thank for everything you had done in my life for the passed 5 years!! Now coming to the 6th year of our friendship I have realise the time passed very fast!! I can't image the way we are when we are young!! We are so noob and childish (laugh) but now we already so old(cry)!! I really want to thank you for being my friend and accompany me in every good and bad time!! Maybe sometime there is quarrel or conflict but I believe that only through all this hardship our friendship then will grow!! It is just like diamond; the starting stage of a diamond is just a plain rock, through million(I not sure how long) years of erosion with the sediment on the ground the most precious and beautiful diamond was then form!! The process is tough but if we willing we can make it through the most difficult time in our friendship!! So are you willing?? (shy) hahax!! Thank to train me from a anti-social and quiet girl to a more open one!! You always know what I feel and want although not all the time you know what I am thinking but you know it when I am sad is already enough to make me feel happy!! Sorry that I make you feel disappointed sometime but I promise you I will not make my mistake again!! Thank my beloved sister, you're more than a close friend of mine!! Love ya and forever!!
To Shirlene Sim Yaoli Hey girl, you really change alot from the first time I saw you!! I really miss our time we used to sing and sing at your house there de staircase!! I really can't imagine that the time passed so fast that we already known each other for 4 years!! That time we everyday go taunt and also pon(laugh) school, I really enjoy myself alot!! We everytime do crazy thing together (laugh)!! You still remember?? The most memorable things is we cycle outside whole night with that time de taunt siao members, hahax Sharon also involved!! So many things had happen in past few years but hope that 2010 is a good year for only good things to happen!! Yao really thank you for listen to all my complain!! hahaxeverytime I will called you or Sharon to pour my worry!! Thank for your patience with me and thank for all your encouragement!! hahax no matter what please know that your beloved meiying will always support you(shy)!! love ya a million!!
To Jillian ChiaJia Hui Jia Hui!! hahax you really look very fierce when I first saw you in school but after know you personally you are a cheerful girl and very humour!! You also have the responsibility for your own life and really is a peace-maker in San Duo LanHua(laugh)!! Thank for helping all of us when we quarrel and feel happy to know you!! Thank for console me when I am sad!! Jiayou for your work!! Love ya!!
Request by the person herself to make her font big and red!!
To Caroline Seow Hui Xian hahax happy?? I do what you wish!! Okies firstly really want to thank you for accompany and your puppy eye which light up my day!! hahax!!Okies I get serious now!! Thank for defending me from Zhi even you know that she will angry with you afterward!! I really feel very touch when I know the thing!! Thank alot for your encouragement too!! We have see each other when kindergarden and primary school but we only get close on this recent years!! It is really amazing when we really know each other in kindergardern!! hahax lucky your dear meiying have such a powerful memories!! xPhmm you are a sweet girl with many character(hahax) but really enjoying my day with you and really feel very happy!! No matter how many years to go please go through with me?? hahax (shy)!! love ya!!
To Hung YingZhi I really feel happy to know you in my life!! Thank for all your accompany and all your caring!! I really wish that you wun be frustrated by now but I not sure what to do also!! But want you to know no matter what you are a very good friend and sister that I have!! It wun change no matter what happen and hope you will come back to us soon!! love ya!!
Gals really thank you all for all these years de accompany and memories!! Hope 2010 is a good year for everyone of us and continue our "gang"!! hahax I treasure all our memories and cherish each and everyone!! You all are my colour of my life and thank for the wonderful colour you all have add in my life!! To me, you all are more like my sister than friend!! Thank for playing a part in my life!! Love ya!!
Ashley♥
New Year Resolution, 2010♥
Written at Saturday, January 2, 2010 | back to top
My resolution in 2010!!
1. Everyday pray for an hour and read the bible!! 2. Target to remember 3 verses in every 2 weeks!! 3. Shine in everything that God put me to!! 4. Love and forgive my enemies!! * Err I try my best cause sometime they really annoying and really feel to give them a slap on their face to wake them up (laugh)!! 5. Rely more on God for everything!! 6. Cut down my spending and start to keep a saving habit!! 7. Learn to speak Japanese!! 8. Practice on my guitar ?? *My guitar is roting at the corner of my room (laugh)!! 9. I want my hair to be long and silk!! *I will try to put conditioner everyday, I am lazy!! >< 10. Do my best in everything of my life!! 11. Learn to be more social with guys!! 12. Be patience and continue to control my bad temper even I am tired!! 13. Be strong and don't shed a tear for unnecessary purpose!! 14. Work in Miniature Hobby will be better or find one better then it!! 15. Keep my body in healthy condition!! 16. More stuffs to add in my wardrobe. 17. Write more interesting post. 18. Take up a dance or vocal courses!! 19. Stop all my nonsense vulgarities!! 20. Stop judging and gossiping!!
Ashley♥
*Hope I follow all the resolution in 2010 and have a great year of faith and change of character!! You must be ready so God then can start to mould you!!
Fun-Loving
Optimistic
Not Very Socialize
Carefree
Clumsy
Emotional
When we put things into God's hand, it will come forth life. :P There is nothing to worry about as He knows the way that we might be taking and everything is in control by Him!
The bible said: But He knows the way that I take; when He tested me, I shall come forth as gold.
So I just need to believe and trust in Him! I want to love Him with all my heart and all my soul and all my mind!
Ichi:My Beloved, Jesus Christ Ni:My Family & San Duo Lan Hua San:All My Friends
♥ Anime
♥ Art
♥ Avril Lavigne
♥ Blue
♥ Bread
♥ Chocolate
♥ Cinnamoroll
♥ Comic
♥ Cute Thingy
♥ Dumbo
♥ FT Island
♥ Milk
♥ Music
♥ Nana Mizuki
♥ Outdoor Activity (Include High Element)
♥ Panda
♥ Reading Book (Only Read Books That I Like)
♥ S.H.E
♥ Snow
♥ Sports (Most Of Them)
♥ Star
♥ Sweet Stuff
♥ Teddy Bear
♥ White
♥ Winne the Pooh
♥ Winter
✖ Alone In A Dark Room
✖ Being force to do something
✖ Blood
✖ Devil
✖ Disgusting Things
✖ Dust
✖ Early in the morning wake up
✖ Hot Sun
✖ Insect
✖ Low Blood
✖ Misunderstanding
✖ No Unity
✖ Pain
✖ Quarrel
✖ Rude To Elderly
✖ Sick
✖ Sleepy
✖ Sour Things
✖ Stress
Her Spiritual
Pray for 1 hour everyday constantly! Finish the whole bible! Read at least 3 spiritual book this year!
Her Personal
Be more patience and stop being so quick-temper! Get more sleep, sleep earlier..:P Keep a good saving habit! Have a balance in my life, manage time well! Be self control and discipline! Don't gossip and judge, try to cut down!
Her Cell Group
Teach bible study! Be connect group leader! Understand each other more! United and loving!
Her Leisure
Take up a dance course! Go oversea! Desperate for basketball!QQ
28-01-2010, Thursday
Written at Thursday, January 28, 2010 | back to top
Today work as usual, super boring!! Haix hope to leave this work as soon as possible!! Hehex really looking forward to Zhi's birthday celebration!! I can't wait to see her expression when she see her cake, I bet it will be very very funny!! Hahax :) Hmm tomorrow working with Carol again and also is her last day of work!! I'm so jealous of her sia!! I also want to leave!! Carol take me and run bah *laugh*!! Okies I will do my very best till the day I left!! God please give me strength!! Need to go off already!! Bye and nights!! :)
Ashley♥
27-01-2010, Wednesday
Written at Wednesday, January 27, 2010 | back to top
Today I meet Carol at Compass Point but I'm late again!! Hehex and got one guy want her number while she was waiting for me in front of Mr Bean *blink blink*!! Then after order finish Ah Zhi's birthday cake, we shop around Compass Point for awhile before we went to Plaza Singapore for my interview!!
Woo I went to Manhattan Fish Market for an interview which Jolene had introduce to me!! I'm super nervous!! Please wish me good luck for the job!! Ya and we also ate our lunch at there!! We order Los-Xi-Fa-Cai *Lobster Patter* which was Jolene recommended to us!! It is super nice and the price is reasonable, so if you somehow have pass by Manhattan remember to try this dish!! *Thumb Up*
Hahax taking photo at Plaza Singapore's toilet!!
After that went to bugis to meet Yao, Ke and Zhi but before Ke & Zhi come, Yao, Carol & me go to bugis and shop first!! I bought a wallet and a 3/4 black pant from New Future!! Then Ke came with Shumin and we continue our shopping at 2nd floor!! Shumin wanted to try the wig when we passed by a wig shop!! She tried 2 different kinds of wig *1 short hair length & 1 long hair length* but I prefer the short hair length, it more suit her!! Hehex after that we continue our shop...and finally Carol is the one who got the most good things!! She bought 1 *tube* dress for 30 bucks and 1 necklace for 15 bucks!! At first Zhi, Yao & Me wanted to watch the 7 mins horror movie at Iluma but in the end the movie no longer showing!! It was a bit disappointed for us but happy for Carol cause she don't likes horror movie!! So we played at the arcade for awhile!! We played the car racing by pairs *Carol with me, Zhi with Yao*!! It was super fun man cause not only the thrilled you felt during the race but the whole car will move about as you are driving in really life!! After having so much fun in the arcade, we went to Macdonald to eat our dinner over there!! Hehex we chitchat and laughing while we were eating!! Ke went to other place to eat with Shumin as they don't like fast food and Ke go home after that cause it a bit too late for her and tomorrow she still have lesson in the morning!! Gambatte Ke!! After eating, we went to the arcade at Bugis Junction and play Zhi and my favourite, DDR *Dance Dance Revelation*!! Hehex then we went to slack at the hotel nearby and then National Library!! Woo remind me that it had been a long time that I never go to the library, super sad man I wanted to borrow books to read!! Okies so that all for the activities that I had done for today!! xP Hope with update my blog more frequently!! Bye and stay tune!!
Direct copy from Facebook application:
On this day of your life, Ashley Neo, we believe God wants you to know ... that change is the very nature of life, - welcome it.
No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower. Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.
Thank God for everything and always there for me!! I just gotta stay strong and continue to have faith in Him!! Gambatte Ashley!! :)
I'm late for work again!! Hehex super tired after working and working non stop!! I really hope that I am out of this company as soon as possible!! I am tired of it!! Today work half day till 7pm because 8pm, I have 365 prayer meeting at Clake Quay, Riverwalk!! It is a good prayer meeting and after that we went to make a video for somebody *shh can't tell yet!!* and went to Kovan to eat bean curd!! We takeaway the bean curd and went to Van's house, void deck to eat and chitchat!! xP
It is a super fruitful day and really enjoy myself during that fellowship!! Hehex!!
Ashley♥
Photo Updated :)
Written at Tuesday, January 26, 2010 | back to top
Yvonne snap shot Carol & me!!
Me..
Sharon & Me after fellowship with CG!!
Hehex a picture represents million of words and meanings, it is good to capture good moment and keep it in memory!! xP
Woo it is a long time since the last time I updated!! A lot of things happened these past few weeks!! Time really passed very fast man!! Hehex!! Miniature Hobby Vivo hired a few new staff (Yvonne & Leilani) and after a couple of days (or maybe just in one day) we’ve already become friends!! Hehex, they’re a bunch of cheerful and funny 16 year old girls!! It’s a great joy working with them!! xP
YA and San Duo Lan Hua is back!! WOO!! Hahax we reconciled with Ying Zhi and so far everything is okies!! It is quite a good start for 2010!! This 31th is Ying Zhi's birthday so we are going to give her a great surprise!! Wish us good luck!!
Ya, I have 2 more weeks left in working at Miniature Hobby at Vivo shopping mall. After that maybe I’ll take a break or get a new job!! Woo time passed by really fast; Jan is going to end soon!! I’m currently playing "Innocent Life: A Futuristic Harvest Moon" on my PSP!! Hehex, hope it will be fun further into the game cause the front part is a little boring!! xP
I’ll write till here then, I’m going to a prayer meeting tomorrow and I’ll need to pray hard to discern for the arise and build amount God wants me to give!! Hope everyone is enjoying their life and be happy!Nights!
Add in my goals for 2010 at "Her Stuff", I want to be balance in every area of my life regardless is church, work or friends!! Placed them accordingly and manage my time well in order to fulfill them!! Ashley try your very best cause you can do it!! Gambatte Ashley-chan!! Goals is set and path is there, all require is you and are you willing and ready for it?? Yes I am!! xP
Woo! My dad gave me 50 bucks ($50 also can) because he received his bonus!! I thought he wouldn't give me any money since he said that I was old enough to support myself and that I was earning my own income! Surprisingly still, he gave it to me! Although it’s not much, it’s still his way of showing his love! Thank God for the blessing and the love I have for my dad!! xP Will be watching ‘Avatar’ again tomorrow!! I’ve seen it at GV but the 3D effects wasn’t so good as such I’ll be watching it again at Cathay this time! WOO! Super excited!! Although it’s my second time watching it, it really worth it!! I really love this movie!! This is my message from God (FB application): ... that you have so many gifts! - use them. God has given you so many gifts to sow love and to give hope, to shine light and to spread joy. Abundant gifts. Use them. Give to yourself and give to others. There is an endless spring where they come from. Wonderful man!! Yes I will bless others with all these gifts that God had given me!! xP Lets His glory be my glory!! Praise His name to the highest!! xP
It is true that some time our dreams are really not practical at all but I believe I can achieve mine!! Maybe it is somehow abit insane but I know and believe that this dream that God had bless me is for me and nothing can destroy!! I don't know whether I could handle anot but as long as God, He believe in me and bless me this dream then confirm is something I can do!! God won't give you thing beyond your limit!! So whatever situation you are going through, you can make it through!! There is time that I wonder whether it is worthy to give up my other things and do it for God but I could explain how things had happen which make me love Him and trust Him more and more everyday!! Amen ya!! Got people ask me that how do you know whether Jesus is real or not?? Hmm it is hard to explain, just that He had done many miracle in my life and you can really feel that comfort and peace in your heart after every problem you have handle to His hand!! Coincidence?? or just some emotion release?? Nope I don't think so!! hahax where got so many coincidence, unless I am lucky but if like that my family already rich le!! Everytime 4D and TOTO winner is my family le!! hahax!! Not emotion release too, we are still human so can't really release 100%, we will still think here think there!!
Conclusion Jesus Christ, my Lord had bless me again and again!! His unconditional love is the most pure and genuine, nothing can be compare!! We will feel bore if we continue to do the same things again and again but I will never feel bore of searching the heart of my Lord and remind myself His goodness again and again!! The force and motivation that keep me continue my life is my Lord so I really need Him and no matter what I won't and will never let off His hand!! Thank God for what I have and what I am!!
Yox everyone have done well enough so don't get too sad for the result thingy!! It already over okies!! Cheer up and start think your next target!! Whether is JC, Poly or ITE, it doesn't matter just don't give up!! hehex fail then do again loh!! I know it not easy but sad the problem still there must well happy and just laugh off about it!! Most is important; what next?? hehex if you have a dream just go for it as life only have one and it cannot rewind so must think carefully!! Your dream or earn big money hahax!! This is up to your choice so I can't say anything!! What I can said if you decided, don't give up or regret!! All the best to your future and do everything just face it with a positive and light heart!! Don't take things too hard or else you will burn out!! This is meiying's advise hehex!! It is true and effective!! Why?? Cause I face it before!! hahax bye and God bless!!
Silly girl..haix really don't know how to say you!! hahax!! My dear you does not disappointed anyone and you don't even need to apologize okies!! If you must said you had disappointed someone, you had only disappointed yourself I suppose!! So you only need to apologize to your ownself!! hehex the best way to let yourself forgive you is to... play!! hahax plus study hard and really aim for the best lah!! ^^ When I saw your post, my reaction is "What the!! What this silly aka blurr aka sotong is talking about!!" Ya we were all worry about you but no matter the outcome is it does not really matter!! You are still the same old Sharon (which is innocent aka blurr aka stm aka sotong aka crazy *LAUGH), am I right?? Just remember we will always be there for you no matter what happen okies!! You are not alone and you don't need to be alone!! We need each other to support wasn't it so don't too worry to rely on us!! Sometime you might need someone, I am there for you (but when I sleep, I don't guarantee that I won't show attitude lah *laugh)!! Kehui hehex you are really stronger than I thought so ya, you are always my best friend and my best sister!! *blush xP
Today work whole day but don't feel tired only sleepy!! hahax all my friends take Os level result, don't really know how to confront them but really wish them to be happy (later will post one post specially for them!!) hmm I don't really know whether I can give up my studies for my dream is worth or not but I really know what I am doing!! hahax maybe it is abit silly buto I really want to go for it!! I believe with God all thing is possible, I don't how but I know that is a way and the way require God to guide me step by step!! It is tough, I know very well myself but no matter how tough I won't give up!! There is no word of giving up in my life cause if really want to give up, I long time ago already give up!! No matter how many times I fall or how pain the hurts, I will endure through and continue my path!! I admit that I do not have much talent but I have the strong passion and a strong will to pursue what I want!! hahax!!
Jolene come find me after I end work!! I super hungry man, whole day never eat cause I don't want to eat alone so I was thinking if Jolene not coming then I today don't want to eat le!! hahax how stubborn is me *laugh!! Then accompany Jolene to Challenge to buy her earphone which cost $79.90 but super cool de!! Wish to have one too!! hahax okies I will work for it!! xP Then I have a craving for twister fries so we went to Macdonald to have my err breakfast aka lunch aka dinner aka supper hahax!! 4 in 1!! Jolene show me the year book!! What the I keep laughing and laughing non-stop cause some of the photo is damn funny de!! hehex!! Miss Bowen sia!! Hmm maybe going back with Jolene someday this year!! Around 10.40 something we decided to start our journey back to our home hehex!! In the train, me and Jol felt super giddy man, don't know why but really giddy!! The train is steady in the track but we have the car sick feeling!! Jol said maybe we eat too full before we get to the train that why we will felt giddy!! So I see, here the advise don't eat too full before u get to ANY transport or thing that move!! hahax!!
I went home and tag at my stupid laopo de tagboard (will talk on the other post) hehex look like I have alot to talk tonight!! Oh no I realise I become more naggy!! Will I?? No right?? hahax!! okies will I login to the God's message application in facebook, I am overjoyed of the message, damn happy de hahax!! This is what it said "... that God sees you as you truly are, - a holy child of light: I see you strong and whole. I see you blessed and prospered. I see you courageous and confident. I see you capable and successful. I see you free from all limitations or bondage of any kind. I see you as the spiritually perfect being you truly are."!! Awesome man!! Super cool de!! I share this with Jol and she also agree with me!! I really comment that this application really helps!! I remember that a few occasion the message really encouraged me and really let me pull through the situation!! hahax I even subscribed on it when the very first time I load in to that it!! xP So everyday I login facebook will go see my message from God!! hehex but really wondering how they did that!! Super powerful man!! xP
Yox Michael Lee, happy birthday!! Hope you will grow more in the Lord and may God grace come upon your grace!! Know you for 3 years le bah!! hahax starting you are so quiet now become so naggy!! hahax okies hope to know you more my brother in Christ!! love ya and see ya on sat!! hahax xP remember to tag me!! must tag horx!! bbye!!seriously must tag ar!!
Good luck for your result!! All my friends that taking their result, don't worry as you have done your best so I am proud of you all!! hahax okies serious now!! *cough Whatever path you are going, remember to chose it right and never regret cause life is like a non-stop movie, you can't pause or edit!! So chose it your way aka right way!! Whatever you all chose meiying will always support you (good de not bad de) so be happy for your result!! No matter good or bad you all are the best hehex!! bye and loves!! xP I too shy to say more!! *blush
Ashley♥
No Boundaries By Adam Lambert
Written at Thursday, January 7, 2010 | back to top
This is a very nice song, No Boundaries sang by Adam Lambert!! I feel encourage after hearing this song!! Hope it encourage you too!! Enjoy!!
Seconds hours so many days You know what you want but how long can you wait Every moment last forever when you feel you've lost your way What if my chances are already gone Started believing that I could be wrong But you give me one good reason To fight and never walk away So here I am still holding on! Every step you climb another mountain Every breathe is harder to believe You'll make it through the pain Weather the hurricanes To get to that one thing So when you think the road is going nowhere Just when you almost gave up on your dreams They take it by the hand and show you that you can There're no boundaries There're no boundaries I fought until the limit to stand on the edge What if today is as good as it gets I don't know where the future's heading Nothing's gonna bring me down I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line I've risked being saved but I always arise I always ariseSo here I am still holding on!! Every step you climb another mountain Every step you climb another mountain
Ashley♥
A Meaningful Video
Written at Wednesday, January 6, 2010 | back to top
This is a very meaningful video!! Two are better than one because they have each other to support!! One wood stick can be broken into half easily but if it is in a bunch of them, you need more strength to break them and it is not easy!! Lets support each other and never let your neighbour fall!! Watch and enjoy!! It needs to load awhile, please wait cause it worthy!! Thank you!!
In 28 Nov 2009, I am water baptize and now Ashley Neo Mei Ying is working with a fixed income without my parents providing pocket money(6 months already xP), relationship is good with my parents and siblings!! Everything is enough for me and I am happy with what I have!! Believing that 2010 is a year to live it for Christ so now working on my resolution and ready for every obstacles!! I believe that when I go through all this hardship is really a process of growing up, strengthen myself and be prepare for God's way!! Only when you in the dark that need the light so when we in our darkness moment we still in our positive and have faith in God, the light we give is the most beautiful light we have!! My 'N' level exam, that year my percentages for my attendance is 26% and guess what I have for my result?? Prelim: 12points and Actual: 10points!! Can't believe right tell you what when I get my result I also cannot believe is like insane man!! What in the earth can I pass my exam without studying?? I am totally shocked but I know it is bless by God!! hahax I also discovered that actually when I am small there is few event that Jesus want to intro Himself to me!!
Encounter 1 When I am in primary 5, I experienced 2 encounter!! The first encounter, one girl transfer to my class on around med-year of that year she is a christian and often share with us about God but she likes to steal things or borrowed things and never returned!! That time 0 knowledge of God, I insulted her and said that your God will not forgive you of your sins!! But surprisingly, she reply me and said "no matter what I do, my God will forgive me!!" Which stun me on that very day!! I just couldn't understand why this girl can be so confidence that her God will forgives her!! hahax..
Encounter 2 This happen on the year when I am primary 5 too!! My grandma is sick so I take leave from school to stay at home and accompany her!! Which affect on my studies so my form teacher want to talk to me!! She told me that I can pray to this living God to help me and this living God is everywhere and He will help you if you asked Him!! When I older I find out that my teacher is a christian so the God she talking about is the Lord, Jesus Christ!! xP
Encounter 3 When I am primary 6, my friend invited me to CHC because her brother invited her!! I wanted to go cause it sound interesting when my friend described how fun is that place but my grandma and mother don't approved cause they were super superstitious about religion thing!!
Encounter 4 In 2006, which I am secondary 2, after my grandma died!! My friend was invited through her online friend to CHC for Christmas service!! I remembered it is a candle light service and I received Jesus Christ into my life(with noob Sharon) but without knowing what was happening!! Blurr blurr finished almost the whole "Getting Started", buy bible and received the gift of speaking in tongue!! hahax after a few months I backslide and go back to my life!!
This is all my encounter with God before the 5th encounter which let me finally know the true meaning of this christian walk!! Even how I rejected Him and broke His heart again and again, He still forgive me and love me with His love!! Thank God for overflow my life with His grace and love!! Forgive me again and again!! Accept all my weak and bad points!! Everything He had prepare for me is so great and wonderful!! Thank Him for everything and indeed He deserve all my praise and my life is owe to Him!! Love Him and wanted to live for Him and do His will and great dream for me!! I cannot predict future but if He call me to do whether is risk of life or will loss everything, for Him I will go and do for it!! I am happy to be the daughter of God!!
I realise that in this world the only person that truly understand and love me with unconditional love is Jesus Christ, my Lord!! He forgive all my sins and give me the love that I don't deserved!! Maybe some of the people will think me as a fool or what but it doesn't matter cause for me, my life is save by Him!! Without Him there is no longer me!! Maybe I am in a girl home or already dead (laugh) !! Seriously, no joke!! I used to be a so called ah lian before I come to Christ!! (Don't shock) I am a shoplifter, smoker, drinker, I have no respect for my parent, I go out late at night and come home in the morning!! I never go school to study and also don't care about them!! Do alot of silly and stupid things!! My parents don't care!! As I live in a broken family, my father don't lived with us!! When I am young, I lived with my grandma(my mother's mum), my mother and my sisters!! From young my mother had educate me with all the respect for elder and must be polite!! She also teaches me thing about buddhism and taoism!! From young, there is no peace in my family cause my mother suffered depression and often beat me and my sisters without reason!! Everytime my grandma will shield us and stop my mother from hiting us!! Sometime my mother will quarrel with my grandma and the next moment is we getting all the beat up again!! She everytime will threaten me and my sister that she will throw us to our father!! But there is time she will buy thngs for us and treat us nice but when she angry she will throw all the things away!! Me and my sisters really hate my mother alot at that time!! I remembered got one time I only want to watch finish the tv programme and it is only 20mins will be end before my lunch!! My mother don't allowed and kept telling me to go eat but I also don't want so in the end she just pull me outside and locked me outside the house!! Even how I screamed or cried or begged she just don't let me in!! It only my grandma kept persuading her then she finally let me in!! So at that time I really love my grandma alot alot!! But in the year 2005, my grandma she had admitted to the hospital because of stroke and month later, in 2006, the doctor discovered that the cancer cell (last time she used to have cancer but had already recovered) start to become active and had already spread through her body!! When I know the news, it is really too hard for me to accept and when the doctor said she only have 3 month left!! How can I accept the fact when I know someone that I love that love me is going to die soon and yet I can't do anything to help her!! Seeing her suffer through all the sickness it my greatest heartache I have!! I really wish to help her bear all her pain but I couldn't!! What can I do?? At there see her dying, that all!! At that moment, I really feel like dying too!! I just feel that everything is useless!! In my life, the only person that cares and loves for me is going to die and yet I can't do anything for her!! I started to cut myself, deeper and deeper when everytime I cut!! My world is full with darkness and is so empty!! I hate everything in this world!! I kept asking why want to take away my grandma, she is good person and did nothing wrong!! When I remembered how she wish to watch me and my sister to grow up and get marry, how her smile on her face when she said this, my heart was total broken!! When she died, I guess my world had also ended in its way!! I had tried to eat medicine several times but failed!! So I just left my life there to rot which where all my silly things came in!! Then in 2008,Shirlene's brother invited Shirlene to his cg(N20) in CHC and Shirlene called me, Sharon and Ying Zhi to go with her!! I remembered is mother's day celebration and it also a day when my life had start a new paragraph!! Everything seem to be so smooth in the starting cause before that I had stay in church (which is also CHC) for few month and almost complete BS; getting start and had already received the gift of speaking in tongue (speaking in an unknown languages, is a our communication with God)!! We love the cg and all the thing but the problem is we did not grow in our spiritual walk!! Slowly when problem came in we start to become shaky and which is then Joe came and told us she decided to transfer us to another cg!! We really felt very sad and angry but after awhile we(me, Sharon & Shirlene) prayed to God that if this is what He want to put us in we will follow His will!! So in 2009, we went to a new cg(W312) and for me, I moved to my father's house together with my sisters because my mother sold out the house!! With the mixed emotion of sadness and don't really bear to leave the house where my grandma had spent with me, I moved to my father's house!! Starting of 2009 is already a start of unhappy things, so what is it about the whole year?? hahax full of trail and obstacles!! Friend, family, financial, dream, study, love, emotion and all sort of things put to the test!! Broken relationships, failure, shame, lack of love, insecure, low self-confidence and lot more others things!!
Q: How I go through?? A: hahax hold on to Him and rely on Him!! Even when the time I can't feel God, I just encourage myself with the words of God etc: If God is with you, what man can do to you.. ..
Q: Easy?? A: Nope there are alot of time I cried till sleep..alot of sleepless night because there are too much of problem!!
Q: What make you believe in Him?? A: Everything cause He is the truth, the way and the life!!
Q: Do you think of giving up?? A: Several times but when I think back the time where my life without God, hehex I reconsidered. :)
Q: Why Jesus not other god?? A: Cause I only believe in Him and He is all I need!!
This is my dedication to my beloved sister in 2010!! Gals don't cry after reading (laugh)!!
To Sharon Huang Kehui Yox Ah Ke, thank for everything you had done in my life for the passed 5 years!! Now coming to the 6th year of our friendship I have realise the time passed very fast!! I can't image the way we are when we are young!! We are so noob and childish (laugh) but now we already so old(cry)!! I really want to thank you for being my friend and accompany me in every good and bad time!! Maybe sometime there is quarrel or conflict but I believe that only through all this hardship our friendship then will grow!! It is just like diamond; the starting stage of a diamond is just a plain rock, through million(I not sure how long) years of erosion with the sediment on the ground the most precious and beautiful diamond was then form!! The process is tough but if we willing we can make it through the most difficult time in our friendship!! So are you willing?? (shy) hahax!! Thank to train me from a anti-social and quiet girl to a more open one!! You always know what I feel and want although not all the time you know what I am thinking but you know it when I am sad is already enough to make me feel happy!! Sorry that I make you feel disappointed sometime but I promise you I will not make my mistake again!! Thank my beloved sister, you're more than a close friend of mine!! Love ya and forever!!
To Shirlene Sim Yaoli Hey girl, you really change alot from the first time I saw you!! I really miss our time we used to sing and sing at your house there de staircase!! I really can't imagine that the time passed so fast that we already known each other for 4 years!! That time we everyday go taunt and also pon(laugh) school, I really enjoy myself alot!! We everytime do crazy thing together (laugh)!! You still remember?? The most memorable things is we cycle outside whole night with that time de taunt siao members, hahax Sharon also involved!! So many things had happen in past few years but hope that 2010 is a good year for only good things to happen!! Yao really thank you for listen to all my complain!! hahaxeverytime I will called you or Sharon to pour my worry!! Thank for your patience with me and thank for all your encouragement!! hahax no matter what please know that your beloved meiying will always support you(shy)!! love ya a million!!
To Jillian ChiaJia Hui Jia Hui!! hahax you really look very fierce when I first saw you in school but after know you personally you are a cheerful girl and very humour!! You also have the responsibility for your own life and really is a peace-maker in San Duo LanHua(laugh)!! Thank for helping all of us when we quarrel and feel happy to know you!! Thank for console me when I am sad!! Jiayou for your work!! Love ya!!
Request by the person herself to make her font big and red!!
To Caroline Seow Hui Xian hahax happy?? I do what you wish!! Okies firstly really want to thank you for accompany and your puppy eye which light up my day!! hahax!!Okies I get serious now!! Thank for defending me from Zhi even you know that she will angry with you afterward!! I really feel very touch when I know the thing!! Thank alot for your encouragement too!! We have see each other when kindergarden and primary school but we only get close on this recent years!! It is really amazing when we really know each other in kindergardern!! hahax lucky your dear meiying have such a powerful memories!! xPhmm you are a sweet girl with many character(hahax) but really enjoying my day with you and really feel very happy!! No matter how many years to go please go through with me?? hahax (shy)!! love ya!!
To Hung YingZhi I really feel happy to know you in my life!! Thank for all your accompany and all your caring!! I really wish that you wun be frustrated by now but I not sure what to do also!! But want you to know no matter what you are a very good friend and sister that I have!! It wun change no matter what happen and hope you will come back to us soon!! love ya!!
Gals really thank you all for all these years de accompany and memories!! Hope 2010 is a good year for everyone of us and continue our "gang"!! hahax I treasure all our memories and cherish each and everyone!! You all are my colour of my life and thank for the wonderful colour you all have add in my life!! To me, you all are more like my sister than friend!! Thank for playing a part in my life!! Love ya!!
Ashley♥
New Year Resolution, 2010♥
Written at Saturday, January 2, 2010 | back to top
My resolution in 2010!!
1. Everyday pray for an hour and read the bible!! 2. Target to remember 3 verses in every 2 weeks!! 3. Shine in everything that God put me to!! 4. Love and forgive my enemies!! * Err I try my best cause sometime they really annoying and really feel to give them a slap on their face to wake them up (laugh)!! 5. Rely more on God for everything!! 6. Cut down my spending and start to keep a saving habit!! 7. Learn to speak Japanese!! 8. Practice on my guitar ?? *My guitar is roting at the corner of my room (laugh)!! 9. I want my hair to be long and silk!! *I will try to put conditioner everyday, I am lazy!! >< 10. Do my best in everything of my life!! 11. Learn to be more social with guys!! 12. Be patience and continue to control my bad temper even I am tired!! 13. Be strong and don't shed a tear for unnecessary purpose!! 14. Work in Miniature Hobby will be better or find one better then it!! 15. Keep my body in healthy condition!! 16. More stuffs to add in my wardrobe. 17. Write more interesting post. 18. Take up a dance or vocal courses!! 19. Stop all my nonsense vulgarities!! 20. Stop judging and gossiping!!
Ashley♥
*Hope I follow all the resolution in 2010 and have a great year of faith and change of character!! You must be ready so God then can start to mould you!!
28-01-2010, Thursday
Ashley♥
Me & Yee Leng♥
Me & Siona♥
Me & Shirlene♥
Me & Eileen
Me & Siew Ting♥
Me & Kelly♥(meimei) 
Me Again!! 
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Ashley Neo,梁嵄瑛
Pray for 1 hour everyday constantly!
Be more patience and stop being so quick-temper!
Teach bible study!
Take up a dance course!
Hung Ying Zhi ♥ the daredevil
Be HONEST!!
Find our Mr Right!! *laugh*
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