
An End Before A Beginning
31 Dec 2009
Thank God for giving me strength to work cause I working alone and I didn't really have enough sleep last night plus I still coughing badly!! The crowd cant stop coming in and I have no time to eat my meal and even take a break!! Sob sob!! I pray in my heart that God please give me strength to work and please remove all my tiredness and illness!! Finally I bought my dinner hmm I think is breakfast bah cause is my first meal for the day!! I ate it at 6pm plus!! Wa can consider fasting man!! hehex after 11pm plus then settled everything and rush to HongYi's house to celebrate New Year with cg members!! Sad thing is when I havt reach there already passed 12am!! Nvm cause I believe that 2010 will be a good year for everyone!!
01 Jan 2010
Woo Happy New Year dudes!! Wish everyone will be happy and healthy in this year 2010!! Gambatte for everything and don't give up!!
Hmm After cg celebration, me, Sharon and Shirlene go Hongang 8 Mac to slack awhile!! Around 3 plus we decide to go home and rest!! Shirlene walked a separate way with me and Sharon!! On our way back me and Sharon chat alot of things; church, friend, life..blah x 3!! Then we decided to go Sharon's house there, void deck to chat awhile!! We share about our life and the walk with God!! She shared with me a song sang by a woman of God in holy spirit!! She said when she heard the song, her spirit tremble and she don't dare to listen again!! So I decided to listen to that song too, quite scare cause Sharon said till very scary!! When I listen at the starting of the song I quite scare, I think because I scare as fear and faith can't be together so when fear comes you will lost your faith. So that why when I starting will feel very terrified but when I start telling myself this is nothing to fear for and this is from the spirit so I must enjoy not fear!! Truth enough, I start to feel God's presence and tremble a little!! We then continue to chat till 9am in the morning!! Thank God the fellowship with Sharon!! We really learn alot from each other and feel encourage in this walk!!
Ashley♥